ANXIETY

I don't know what is wrong with me but I have had the WORST anxiety ALL DAY LONG. I just can't shake it. I feel ridiculous. Afraid of everything yet nothing.
I tried to busy myself to get out of my funk, so I went over to Jesse & Whitney's to hang out. They tried to make me laugh and get me feeling better but nothing really worked. I'd laugh for a minute and then have anxiety about having a good time and just staying the night with them and then possibly waking up in the middle of the night freaked out and wanting to go home, but being too afraid to drive. I almost stayed there just because I was too afraid to drive in the dark so late.
So, my seventeen year old brother and his friend drove over there to come follow me home so I wouldn't be afraid.
I feel like such an idiot. It's almost three in the morning and I was just saved by my little brother. And really, there wasn't anything to be technically saved from.

I honestly don't know what my deal is. I just feel REALLY weirded out. Like something bad has happened or is about to. I definitely don't like it. And I really hope everything is OK.